in hindsight

recently i was trying to articulate how i was feeling
and i expressed that i could not see the good
in anything
the regrets, the mistakes, the failures, the bad
those were the things i noticed, the things i remembered

i knew that there was good in my life,
but in acknowledging that my brain struggled to
recognize and remember it,
i had found a way to help myself

i started actively looking for good
in even the most mundane moments of the day
and i recorded them to look back at
anytime i needed a reminder

this was the start of a project
to document the good
so i could have proof, in times of doubt,
that my life was not as dark and dull
as i sometimes thought it to be

looking back at these moments
and realizing the power of viewing something
with feelings out of the equation
is when i first realized that
in hindsight, it wasn’t so bad…..

so with that being said
enjoy this imovie masterpiece!
and allow me to present: episode 1